Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Perspective

Sitting here in the hospital waiting for my niece to come has made my mind wander...
Well, actually, it's just cause I've already gone to all the websites that I find entertainment in and I've checked my e-mail about 12 times.

I've started to think about when I have a kid.
First off: Don't worry, mom, it's not going to be ANY time soon. lol.
But each time that I went in to visit Melissa, I thought about what it will be like when my time comes. Just sitting here thinking about seeing my niece gives me the watery-eyes-and-goosbumps-all-over feeling so I can't even begin to imagine what the parents feel like in the moments of seeing their child.

Right now I think that the feeling of seeing a tiny baby that is my sister's will be my goosbumps moment that will last me for a while till I have my own with my husband.

All this waiting and thinking has given me an even greater appreciation of life.